July 2006

I’ve deviated from my normal update sent right after my doctor’s visit this time because we didn’t come home afterward.  We had taken our camp trailer upriver to some claims just the other side of Interstate 5 the previous week and put it on site, and Jim did some prospecting by hand in the area.  We left the trailer there between friends Lee and Anita’s motor home, and new friends Tom and Carol, and the morning I had my Dr. appointment. we dropped off the cat and perishable foods, clothing, etc., and then headed to Medford.  Afterward, we only had to drive to the claim instead of all the way home and then back out.  We had to leave home very early, but it saved making a 120-mile trip.

My X-Ray that day had again shown no further improvement, so the doctor recommended that we stop the chemo for now, and just monitor my condition.   He said he was concerned about “cumulative side effects,” and I take that to mean that they just don’t know what would happen, and that was a concern.  He’s scheduled me for a CT Scan at the end of July, to serve as a baseline, and then monitor and compare to that.  If the tumor begins growing again he will start the chemo again.

So, I guess I’m done with chemo for right now, anyway.  I am actually feeling pretty well, although I’m still quite frail.  It is really proving difficult to gain back muscle tone and strength after the long period of inactivity I’ve had.  I continue to work at it, “pushing the envelope,” and I do as much as I can.  It will be nice to not have to constantly fight the considerable amount of side effects from this chemo, but this decision also plummets us back into the indecision and concern about what is going to happen with this fast-growing tumor once the chemo is not keeping it in check.  We are praying about it a lot, and I hope you will all help in these prayers.  Even though I’m not where I would like to be in terms of stamina and strength, everyone who saw me last year says I seem much stronger, much better than then.

Just about the only problem I’ve had, other than the myriad of chemo side effects, is a shortness of breath during the heat of the day.  I am not using any oxygen, and haven’t, for quite some time.  However, as the day heats up it becomes progressively more difficult to breath, and then as it cools down it becomes easier again.  We are attributing this to the humidity located right here where Happy Camp is.  At this point in the river, the canyon widens out quite a bit, forming a valley that has a strong inversion layer.  As the heat increases the moisture coming off the river rises, but the inversion layer forces it back down, or stationery, increasing humidity.  I checked the weather station today (the nearest one is at Horse Creek, located about 35 miles upriver.  This is also in a valley, but not as large a valley) and it said the humidity was about 85%.  That means that the humidity here is higher than that.  That makes a recent decision even more significant, and I’ll go into that.

Anyway, because this fluctuates we are assuming it is from humidity and not from an increase of fluid, or anything else related to the cancer.  I was having some problems with it when I saw the doctor, and there was no indication of problem at that time.

We stayed at the camp up there about a week, and had a really good time. 
Nice people, nice visits, and for most of the week not excessive heat.  A series of storms were crossing the mountains to the north, creating spectacular sunsets and views of thunderstorms over the mountains some evenings.  The last two days we were there saw a return of the very hot weather, enough to make me sick, and Jim decided it was time to head home.  A pair of osprey (a large bird of prey, or raptor, the size of an eagle) had built a nest almost directly across the river on a platform erected on top of a telephone pole, something that is common in this area, since they feed almost exclusively on fish.  They are now feeding young, and I was amazed at how vocal and how loud the young are.  They can certainly make a racket!  They provided a lot of entertainment, however, since previous to this I’d only seen them souring over the river from a distance.  We kept our binoculars on a small folding table just outside the trailer so I used them for closer views of the nest and what was going on.  One parent would hunt over the fields across the river while the other covered the river. 

There was a cattle ranch located directly across the river from where we were camped, and it made a pretty setting.  Scenery featured rolling hills that are still green from all the rain last winter, with large oaks dotting the landscape, and boulder outcroppings.  The heights of the Siskiyou Mountains are in the background, as you are essentially looking toward the summit on Interstate 5 as it crosses those mountains to descend into Oregon, at Ashland.  You actually can’t see the freeway from where we were camped, but it is not far.

I have recently become quite fond of this pass, and have been noticing things about it I hadn’t noticed before.  The drive over it has always been beautiful, especially down the other side.  Recently, I discovered a family connection to the pass.  When I lived here before I had occasion to visit a veterinarian in Cave Junction, and was surprised to find out his name was Dollarhide.  Now this is not a common name, and I knew my maternal great-great-grandmother’s name was Dollarhide.  I mentioned this to the doctor at the time, and he said their family had been well documented by a relative, and he would get the information to me, but that never happened.

Recently I did some research on the internet and I found that the Oregon Dollarhide information is on the internet now, and it is the same family. 
Most of them left Missouri in a covered wagon and came west.  Why my Dollarhide stayed, I don’t know yet.  Anyway, after coming to Oregon, the Dollarhide family put down roots, and purchased the land where the pass is located, and they built a toll-road crossing the mountains to provide access from one state to another.  The family operated this toll-road for many years, until it was sold to the state (I think), or some agency of the state or federal government to make a state highway.  When you think of the amount of work that must have gone into creating a road over these rugged mountains it is pretty mind-boggling.

Each day the cattle from the ranch across the river would form a line and come down the bank for water and to cool off standing in the shallows below the trees that line the far bank.

The river is shallow here all the way across, and some children about 9 years old tubing down the river stood up right in the middle, with water only reaching to their waists.  There are also a lot of other birds, including the seagulls that frequent the river, also hunting for fish.  Ducks and geese are very prevalent.  Last year there were a lot of otter in the river, but probably because the river was still quite high, they were not evident this trip.

On “our” side of the river there are willows lining the banks, along with thick stands of wild gooseberries, grapes and blackberries.  I’ll have to visit it again next month to gather the fruits here, as they love an area with a lot of sun, but their “feet” or roots, in water.  It makes for very large, juicy fruit.

I had pre-prepared quite a bit of food for this trip, as I knew it would be hot and I wouldn’t feel like doing much cooking.  Early in the mornings we had banana macadamia nut bread and cranberry walnut bread with coffee out under our awning where everyone would gather, and most days all we had to do was grill a bit of meat or heat dinner quickly.  That was nice.  During the day most everyone but me was out dredging somewhere within a couple of miles, and then at evening time we all gathered again to visit, compare finds after the guys separated out their concentrates, and watch the sunset and wildlife.

Jim and I were up to watch the sunrise every morning, and some mornings I was up as early as 4:30, but I love early mornings out camping, and so does Jim, so we never slept late.  It was warm enough every night but one to leave the trailer door open, sleeping with just the latched screen door closed.

Missy and I watched camp during the day, and I read or I worked on my new neck scarf for the coming winter.  It was a very enjoyable trip, although Jim didn’t find much gold.  That wasn’t really the object at this time.  He and Lee just wanted to get started dredging, since they’d waited so long to do so, and there were a couple of places they could put in here to do that, but that’s all.  There were not many places on the entire river where dredging could be done safely at that time, and a number of inexperienced people lost or flipped dredges during this time period. The river was still running high and fast and only finally began dropping quickly the last few days we were there.  It has continued to drop daily as they cut off the flow from the dam, saving water to have for the salmon when they come upriver, and it's now down to almost normal depth and speed.

On our return home we continued to have a lot of company, which was great!  We have really enjoyed having everyone here.  And besides, being sick gives me an excuse if the house is a bit mussed up, to not worry about having to clean it all up, since I’m not able to do that, unless I have a much larger than normal amount of time in which to do so.  It gets mussed easily when you work on projects, and I always seem to be working on one or more projects of some kind.

When no one was here and I had more time to think, however, I felt tremendous concern because we had made no progress at getting land or a place of our own, and the summer was slipping away from us.  We had investigated having a manufactured home put on private property here, but that was disappointing.  There are a whole lot of taxes of different kinds, expensive permits and expenses involved in that as well as in building a home, and these amounted to such a great deal of money that it put our dream of having a mortgage-free home completely out of reach for us.  After that, Jim just kind of gave up mostly, and we really hadn’t done much about it, other than glancing at some of what was on the market from time to time in the paper and on the internet.  Prices continued to climb rapidly on real estate of all kinds here, building materials skyrocketed in price… all disappointing.

So, we talked about it.  I had been thinking about rethinking the building part of it for now, because after a time of no further back problems for Jim, as he has become active this summer after a winter of inactivity, the old back problems have been back; he is just better at taking care of it rapidly, and keeping it from becoming a longer termed problem most of the time.  Because of that, and the fact that he’ll be 64 this year, and is developing other problems due to his age, I told him I thought that with the problems I’ve developed this year that we ought to “bag” the building project for now, and concentrate on finding a place to call home. Something we thought we could resell if we decided to build in the future.

He liked that idea, and began immediately looking at property.  The least expensive inhabitable place we found on the market was a property in Seiad Valley.  This will give you an idea where prices are going.  On five acres (four or more of which go straight up a mountain), is a 1,600 sq. ft. mobile home built in 1974.  Admittedly, it is the best-kept one I’ve seen, but the inside is entirely covered in very dark, almost black paneling, except for bathrooms, and the kitchen is a step back into 1974, needing updating very badly.  There is also a small original cottage, built in the 30’s, that needs work.  Additionally there’s a 3-car garage/shop, and a greenhouse in disrepair.  The property includes some fruit trees.  The asking price is $220,000, and we found out that because of the age of the mobile, the property cannot be financed, or at best, the mobile on it can’t be financed.  Any mobilehome that’s built pre-HUD (Dept. of Housing and Urban Development), or prior to 1976, is considered “of no value” and no one will finance it.

People coming up from southern California with their bankrolls from selling down there are paying cash for these deals up here, and no matter how high the people here set the prices, it all looks good to those coming up from down south because prices are so high down there.

After we looked at that place, our realtor told us she was listing another house that day, and thought it was right for what we wanted, so we made plans to look at it last Saturday.  It is about 30 miles upriver from where we are.  Jim isn’t crazy about that area, but I’ve always liked it.  The canyon is narrow there, and the mountain begins right at the river; there is no valley, so houses are perched either below the highway, or above the highway, depending on what side they are on.  Most are on the uphill side, and the sign there says there are 80 residents.  It’s an old mining town, of course, and has quite a few of the old mining shacks still standing, along with the shell of the old general store, that’s right at the edge of the highway now.  If you look carefully up through the forest you can see the old cemetery with wrought iron enclosures and monuments, that the forest has grown up around and through.  Some of the old places have been expanded and renovated, and there are some nice large vacation homes that have been built here, along with a few smaller homes.  It has the look of a small mountain community because there’s no flat land, to speak of, other than at the resort, and the highway is several hundred feet above the river in most places.

The only businesses are an RV Park/Resort, and a teeny, tiny store that has three tiny vacation cabins they rent.  The house we looked at Saturday is near the store, which will be convenient, since it is 30 miles to the next one.

Prior to going, Jim told me not to get my hopes up, because he was prepared to not like it.  I asked why we were even looking, and he said that it still might be something we wanted, so we were looking.  We didn’t expect much, because the house was to be listed at $158,000, which is just barely higher than "falling down uninhabitable cabins," which are going at $100,000 and perhaps more, depending on the land.

We were more than pleasantly surprised by the house.  It’s a 2 bedroom 1 bath with attached single+ garage, (435 sq. ft., a good size).  The house is 1,056 sq. ft., just about as small as we can go and have enough room. 
This is laid out well, except for one area, is contractor built, and built very well.  Here the houses are mostly sitting right on bedrock, so there’s no settling to speak of, and there are no cracks anywhere, not even in the substantial foundation.  Built in 1978, the original owners had it until a year ago, so it’s had very good care.  It only shows its age in the bath and kitchen, both of which need some updating, but the rest is fine, and it doesn’t need anything done to it immediately, we think.

We love the ceilings in this house.  They are extremely high in most of the house, with cathedral ceilings in living room and bedrooms, which are covered in tongue and groove pine that has a whitewashed, or “pickled” look in very pale blue.  Accent walls have small spaces covered in the same wood; its a very nice look.  There are 8-ft. sliders out to a deck off the living/dining room and the master bdrm. has a smaller sliding door exiting to a small cement pad.

One reason the price is reasonable is because the lot itself is small, less than an acre.  That’s unusual for this area.  Another reason for the low price is that there’s no well.  The water source is an open creek.
Now this is going to sound strange to most of you, but is common for this area, and similar situations are common in surrounding towns and areas. 

Sometimes a well is difficult or expensive in this area.  The mountain is very rocky, and it is sometimes a long way to water, so most people here use this water. Even if they have a well they use the ditch for irrigation purposes. 

Other than those two things, most of it is conventional, other than we still don’t know where we’d get mail.  Here you can have a mailbox if you’re on the highway, or you can opt for a PO Box.  There is no post office at this community.  Legally, it probably doesn’t exist, although on some of the real estate papers the property is listed here.  The legal description, however, has it in the next non-community, which is also a legally non-existent place, since there is no post office there either.  It burned down (the post office) in about 1995, if I remember correctly.  It's all very confusing, but we'll get it straightened out.

Anyway, no one had seen this place but us, so we thought about an offer on Sunday, and met the realtor early Monday morning for another walk through, then went to her place to write an offer.  There’s a potential problem with the roof, so we made a contingency and are waiting for an inspection of that next Saturday, but our offer was accepted Monday evening!!!

So, after having nothing but problems, disappointments, and difficulties, this is happening so fast it has our heads spinning.  Jim loves the house, and in fact is eagerly making plans to do this and that, including adding bits of lawn here and there!  I thought he’d eagerly retire the lawn mower we just had to buy for this rental. 

Because the forest is so thick and so near to the house the bedrooms probably never get direct sunlight, but they both have a lot of windows, so that compensates for it.  This house, because of the configuration of the mountain, gets summer sunlight to the north side of the house, and there is a terraced garden area there; small, but sufficient, and there are a couple of other areas that get enough sun for sun planting, too.  One of the very nice things about the property is the trees.  There are absolutely huge, old-growth cedars, one even in the center of the circle driveway.  These trees line the west side and front of the property, and the smell from these cedars is heavenly.  And, they’re so large it’s almost like being in the giant redwoods on the coast.  Even though the lot is small, we haven’t yet seen the house to the east, the house to the west is screened by all the large trees, the houses to the south are several hundred feet away, and down the slope from the highway, and are mostly screened by trees.

 To the south, in back of the house, is a separate large piece of land, and no houses are visible at all, just very thick forest.  There’s a long covered porch to the front door, and a matching deck off the living room.  We plan to enlarge that deck and expand it, connecting it to the porch.  The finish on the outside of the house is dark right now, and we want to paint and lighten it up.  It has wood siding.

The terraced front garden will also get some work.  Right now it is fenced with a brown lattice fence that is pretty utilitarian only.  The house has been rented this last year, and the river rock terraces in this garden have fallen into some disrepair.  There are 8-10 roses doing nicely inside it, and although the fence is only about five feet tall, there is no deer damage.  Roses are just about the favorite food of deer in these parts, and a six-ft. or higher fence is usually needed to keep them at bay.  No one has been living in the house for the past month, and they still have not eaten the blooming roses, so that’s great.  There are a few other plants in there, but not much else, and we have big plans for that area, as well as a couple of others outside that will greatly enhance the place.

This photo shows more of the cedar trees, although the larger ones are all on the western edge of the lot, and are not shown.  This is a small knoll, with a parking pad leading off to the left, and the driveway in the front, or foreground right-hand corner of the photo. This is one of the areas that Jim would like to plant with grass.

Jim wants to put a couple of windows in the east wall of the living room. 
This faces east, and they will give us morning sun in that room, which will be nice.  It will also visually expand the inside area, also a good thing.

The kitchen is small as it is now, just 10x12, and since both of us like to cook, that could be a problem.  We are thinking about expanding it, and including some area across a hallway that adjoins the kitchen, but are waiting until after we move in to decide if we really want to do that.  Even left at its present size, the kitchen needs work.  The range needs replaced, there is no dishwasher, and and the cabinets are, for the most part, the smallest, dinkiest cabinets I’ve ever seen.  All that can be fixed, however, and we’ll have it looking like it stepped out of a magazine, I’m sure.  We both like and want a nice kitchen, and will only be limited by our budget.

Across the hall from the kitchen, presently, is an alcove facing another hall that holds the washer/dryer, then a walk-in pantry, and then an open, no-purpose small room that only holds the hot water heater, but it is about 8x10 or so.  At the back of this room is the entry to the garage.  Across the hall, and between the garage wall and the kitchen is an entry hall.

The bathroom is small, only 5 feet wide, and not any deeper than they needed, so there’s little space to work with.  However, the bath is between the two bedrooms, and it could be expanded by taking a few feet from the guest bedroom, which is fairly good-sized, about 13 x 14 or so.  And, that odd little room (across from the kitchen) could be made into a second bath if we decided not to expand the kitchen for some reason.

The living room is 16 feet square.  However, if we don’t expand the kitchen, our dining table has to go in there.  And, for those of you who haven’t seen it, our computer setup is quite lengthy, and it has to go in there.  We want it in our living area, and we want it with a view out windows.  Preferably, we position it in view of nearby bird feeders so we can watch all the wildlife from there.

It takes up, at a minimum, 10 feet of wall space, and consists of two pine computer desks (we each have a desktop computer), a 2 ft. printer table that matches, and in most cases includes a small oak library table I’ve had a long time that is the same depth (20”), and about three feet long.  This piece allows us to go around a corner with the setup, if necessary.

The main heat source at this house is different.  It’s a nice small stove that looks identical to the woodstoves so prevalent here, but it burns oil, not wood.  It sits on a 4 ft. cement pad, with a four ft. section of brick climbing to the ceiling, high above, directly behind.  If we put two windows on that wall as Jim suggests, one on each side of the brick, we’d have a nice view on that wall, too, so both computers would have a view. 
By my calculations, however, it could possibly be too near the stove pad to be comfortable in winter, depending on the heat this stove puts out, whether it has a fan, which we don’t know yet, and it will take some maneuvering once we get the furniture there to know if that will work.

Although it is in good condition, the carpet will be going from this room right away, because we’re going to have a wood floor there and in the hallways right away, in deference to allergies.  I’m hesitant to remove the carpet from the bedrooms until we’ve lived there a winter, and we see just how cold and damp the bedrooms are with this heat source.  The carpet in the bedrooms is in very good condition, and is pleasing to the eye, so we’ll leave that for now, and just keep it scrupulously clean.

We will also have to cover the pad the stove sits on in the living room, most likely with brick facing to match the wall, but I plan to paint it, as it is different shades of orange.  First, if it is not real brick (we don’t know yet), it may be a problem to paint, and in that case we’ll cover it with some wood, or MDF, or beaded board, or something, as I intend to put a mantel on that wall anyway, behind the stove.  I like a mantel, and it would look very well in this situation.  Jim is really good at doing mitered cuts in moldings, so he can build a mantel very easily.  If there’s a problem painting the brick, I don’t know what we’ll do for the area right behind the stove, as it can’t be covered in wood, and neither can the pad it sits on, but we’ll figure it out.

The reason I suggested beaded board is because we both like it, and I plan to use some of it in the kitchen and bath, and the area across the hall from the kitchen, whether it becomes part of the kitchen or not.  We’ll probably use it for backsplash in the kitchen, too.  We did that in La Pine, and it stood up very well to it, and cleaned excellently with the finish Jim used, whatever it was.

If all goes well with the escrow this should close sometime between mid-August to September 1st.  I’ll try to keep you informed, but it is a busy time for us. 

Sandwiched in-between all this activity, and visiting with guests, Jim has been working on some modifications to his equipment.  To make it easier to launch and remove his dredge, he had already cut off the entire top of our utility trailer so the sides were just about 15 inches tall.  He put a frame here to hold the dredge, all in one piece, and all the extra equipment could fit underneath.  It was still very awkward for one person to get back on the trailer, however, so he decided to put wheels on the dredge, so that if he couldn’t get near the water he could simply roll it in many cases, drop the wheels after he launched it, and then add them again when ready to leave, and roll it back up to the trailer.  He worked on it all week when he had time, and then the next week, too.  He ordered some ramps to help get it on the trailer, and bought a small hand winch (like they use for boats), and can simply winch it up the ramps and into place.

Jim is in town today, but not at the house.  He’s down on the river with a friend, Harley, just below Elk Creek.  He’s testing an area he’s been interested in, to see if it is shallow enough to work with his dredge, and to see if the river holds gold there.  It’s nice to have him nearby.  Harley and his wife Mickey just arrived in town day before yesterday, and they spent most of yesterday here, although Jim and Harley went to the river yesterday afternoon to get the dredge into the water and start dredging.

This was his first test of his wheels, and he’s found that they are not too easy to use in heavy sand, but that’s not the case in most situations here.  He also reports that the river is very clear, the clearest he’s ever seen it, although his past dredging here was done when it was not clear at all.  It’s nice to see the river looking more normal, with all the usual rocks showing again, instead of like a wild torrent of chocolate mud roaring madly down to the sea.

Our thermometer says it is 99.9 out there right now, and without air conditioning it is 81 degrees (F) inside, and quite comfortable, and the humidity is down today.  The heat is climbing again, and there is an extreme weather advisory out for Saturday, when the temperature is supposed to break records in this area.  Medford is predicted to be 110, Yreka 106, and Redding 116!  I just checked our weather page, and it says it is 101.5 in Horse Creek.  Our temperature is already dropping quite quickly here, and in the last hour has dropped down to 96.

That is approaching the warmest day I’ve ever seen here.  Before I ever lived here, when we were dredging on Beaver Creek we came up one year (I think this was in 1980 or 81), and the first day we traveled was miserably hot.  The radio kept talking about the warmest day in decades.  We stopped below Sacramento for the night, it was just too warm.  Leaving there early the next morning was more of the same, and by the time we approached Redding we had a huge bulge in one of the tires of the small trailer we pulled behind our motorhome.  It was 123 in Redding!  We collapsed in a motel room, and kept cool, leaving early the next morning.  By the time we reached Yreka (3 hrs. later, and still morning) it was already 110.  We stopped there for groceries, and it was even warmer when we left.  It was another 20 miles or so to Beaver Creek, but we only made it halfway when the other tire on the trailer blew.  It was so hot when you touched metal you sizzled and burned.  My ex-husband somehow got the tire changed, and we finally made it up to camp on Beaver Creek that afternoon.  Thankfully it was cooler there, and we had the cold creek to cool off in, which we did.

Near the beginning of this I mentioned my shortness of breath in the heat.  After thinking about this, it appears to me that because the canyon widens out a lot at Happy Camp, the considerable moisture rising from the river creates additional humidity because the configuration of the valley also creates a strong inversion layer, something that became very apparent in the large fire here we had in 1987.  It took six weeks to beat that fire to submission because the smoke hung around so thick that the sun couldn’t get through, temperatures dropped into the 50’s in late August, street lights stayed on all day, and they were helpless to fight the fire.  It became so damp they couldn’t get a backfire to work, and the layer was so thick the fire couldn’t even be seen by air, so it couldn’t be fought with planes. 
In winter, a layer of woodsmoke hangs over the entire valley in town.  So, this must be the reason there is so much humidity here, as opposed to other places along the river.

Since the canyon at the place we're buying is very narrow, there is no inversion layer there, and the difference in the air is easily noted at this time of year.  It should be easier to breathe there than it is here.

This is also the area in which the Redbud trees grow most profusely, and where we took the photos we sent to friends this spring.  I

Speaking of growing, our tomato plants out on the deck are amazing.  Everyone who sees them is surprised, since they are now more than six feet tall, and loaded with green tomatoes.  The tomatoes I grew in southern California also grew this tall, and I’m now wondering if perhaps they don’t get that large in other areas of the country???  Anyway, all my fears that these would not get enough sun to bear fruit were unfounded, and we’re looking forward to having a lot of nice, fresh tomatoes before we move. 
We’re afraid that the plants won’t survive the move, so that may be the end of them.

I remember when we moved from one house to another here in Happy Camp years ago.  I had nursed a ficus tree for two years after it lost a lot of leaves when we moved it to the house.  When we left that house, my ex-husband put it into an open trailer upright (I was busy packing inside and didn’t see it), and when I arrived at the new house it was to find my tree had 3 leaves left!  That was the end of that tree, of course.

We see the hand of God in the finding of this new home.  My sudden urge to find something to get us started at this time, and the finding of it so quickly after the frustration of not being able to find anything even remotely affordable for us for such a long time before this, while this one pops up just now, and in very good condition, is mind-boggling.  There are other indications as well.  We were concerned, and so was the realtor, that it would be very difficult and expensive to find a roofing contractor who would even do an inspection of the roof at this time.  They have to be brought in from Medford, and at this busy time of year for them, that’s not easy.  When the offer was presented to the seller, however, he said that one neighbor is a roofing contractor from Sacramento who has a vacation home here, and when they called him he said he was coming up next week and would gladly do the inspection!  Then, we had concerns about the water source, of course, and it turns out that we'll just get a filtering system if the water fails a test.  The house is just the size we needed and no more, and while we’d like a bit more land, this amount makes the price affordable, and is as much as we really need.  More land would just be more to take care of.  At our age we really don’t need that.  And, even though the quantity is small, it affords all the privacy we need.

People tell me all the time I should not get excited about a place that hasn’t closed escrow yet, and I understand perfectly.  It just doesn’t help.  This is a personal failing of mine, and there are few homes I see for the first time that I don’t think about what I would do to it if they were mine.  I fully realize that the sale could fall out of escrow for one reason or another.  If it does, I will feel that the Lord did not want us here in this house, at this time.  This has happened before, and I survived it.  I also have the memories of the excitement of planning what I’d do to the house, that will stay with me, so just shake your head at me and don’t worry about it, it is fun for me to do this.

Having spent this time at this rental house I also now have a good idea of many of the things that do well in this area in the shade.  Prior to this I had only sun to deal with, so this will allow me to plant in any of the areas at this new house, with shade gardens for shady areas.  I want, in particular to plant on the east side of the house, and make a small garden outside the sliding door in the master bedroom.

Well I am sure that is more than enough news for all of you.  Thank you all again for your continued support and prayers, you sustain me.

Marcie
 

                    

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